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Saturday, November 28, 2009

BBQ with big family...

Malam ni sepupu2 aku telah mengajak aku menjoin dorang wat BBQ kat umah nenek aku. aku yang memang tgh lapar ni pun terus la menjoin dorang. ingatkan da siap masak sume, tgk2 br nak idupkan api.. huhu.. layan je la.. orang kuat yang menganjur dan mensponsor bahan2 bbq ialah sepupu aku, mie.. tenkiu2.. siap de karaoke plak.. sempat la menyumbang satu lagu.. mesti org kg bengang kami memekak di tgh2 malam.. haha..

Actually majlis ni skali menyambut besday beberapa org sepupu2 ku.. pas potong kek kami wat cabutan bertuah lak.. xdapat dikenal pasti sape yg sponsor hadiah2 tersebut.. yang penting aku menang 2 kali.. 1st time aku bertuah dlm cabutan bertuah.. hehe

yang pasti malam ni memang enjoy sebab dorang sume memang sengal.. haaha.. erm best gak ble skali skala berkumpul ramai2 camni.. ok next year kte wat lagi k.. hehe.. time to sleep now :D

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Yesterday,Today And Tomorrow....

Sunday... 8.00 p.m

What are the different between three of that? Yesterday is memories. Tomorrow is mystery and today is a present... all of that have big meaning for us.. Yesterday- it keeps so many memories of my life.. sweet, sad, frustration, happiness, smiling, crying, laughing and so many things... Today also many things still happened in my life. i smile a little, i laugh a little, also i cry a little. If today is a present? Then what is the present it give 2 me today?? What will happen tomorrow?? It's still a mystery for me.. Yes i know i have a power to plan what should happen tomorrow.. But will God bless all the things that i want...

Yesterday, he told me he don't want me sad n hurt again.. but today maybe he have forgot what he said yesterday coz today he is the one who make me sad and feel hurt.. How could he treat me like this?? like i have no meaning to his life anymore.. i'm such nothing to him..

I still hoping for u my dear.. i still want to feel your love my dear.. is it your love is still mine? feel like u are going more far away from me.. i really dont know what in your heart n your mind.. i still waiting for your answer.. i'm hurt dear.. soo hurt with your ignorance....