My HeartBeat ^^

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Obsession~

My hands tremble more
I’ll lose my focus shortly
Why my broken legs standing here
I can’t even remember, I become scared
Where are you, who has laughing until just now

(Why) Have fun noises left me? You’re far away
(Why) Is it getting dim? These scars are like shackles

*Curse me, curse me for letting go
Don’t leave me, my collapsed heart
Don’t leave me alone, I’m screaming
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips that left me shouldn’t love
Don’t love me, I threw you away

All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
I had no idea that more excessive love would strangle you
Those days when I was torn from my wounded heart
A love that lost its way, I fill up with tears

(Why) Is it that I still only bring out sad hellos
(Why) Just until today, don’t push me away
I hope that you’ll catch on
That I’m a different you
I even embrace your
Nightmare from last night
Don’t let go of my hand
Your side, your side that has become cold
Don’t leave me, my torn heart
Don’t become even further away
Although I’m holding your hand
Remember, end it, I can’t forget you
I won’t forget my pain of being thrown away
I can’t forget it, you gave it to me

Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly
Burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I’m going to die
From the agony of goodbye
Bring it back to that moment

Don’t throw me away.....

#This song reallyyyyy make me think hard~




Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Personality Test

Tadi try buat personality test
So saje nak post result dia kat sini ^^

you are a thinker


  • Your cautiousness, appreciation of functionality, and imagination combine to make you a THINKER.


  • You have a vivid capacity for imagery that allows you to see beyond your present circumstances.


  • You like to be sure of yourself before voicing your opinion.


  • A lot of your time is spent at home, or with the people you care about.


  • Although you may dream often, you're very aware of how things work, and you value things that work well.


  • You take comfort in the familiar, and value predictability—and others value those things in you.


  • Accordingly, you prefer a set routine, and although you often imagine how things can be different, you're hesitant to take risks to change things.


  • Sometimes you doubt whether you have the ability to face certain challenges, but your practical focus helps you solve most problems.


  • Because of this, you tend to be more reactive than proactive, thinking thoroughly about the challenges that you face.


  • You have a broad-based, theoretical understanding of the world that allows you to understand its workings.


  • Never one to be found in chic boutiques or trendy clothing stores, you take an extremely practical approach to getting dressed.

  • If you want to be different:


  • Try indulging your imagination a bit more by experiencing new and different things.


  • Have a little more faith in your capacity to do things—turn your thoughts into actions!

  • how you relate to others

    you are respectful


  • Your reserved nature, understanding of the world, and faith in others make you RESPECTFUL.


  • You trust those around you to do the right thing, so you tend not to get involved in other people's affairs.


  • You have fewer friendships than some, but the relationships you do have are very meaningful and important to you.


  • Your careful and practical observation of your environment has led you to understand that others' situations can be very complex.


  • Because of this, you are slow to pass judgments on others, even if sometimes you can't see what it is about certain things that upsets them.


  • You tend to enjoy the world through ideas and reflection, which allows you to get a lot out of the time you spend alone.


  • Your friends would describe you as laid-back and easy-going.


  • As someone who is calm and centered, you aren't likely to rush into things—this patience allows you to see many different perspectives and options.

  • If you want to be different:


  • Try letting your insight into the world and trust of others allow you to understand the feelings of those around you.


  • While you know how much can be learned from observing your world, remember that much of life can be lived by experiencing it, not just understanding it.

  • your personal dna maps

    Here are personalDNA maps that uniquely represent your personality. Mouse over any part of the box or strip to learn more about the traits that the colors represent.
    Respectful Thinker




    Thursday, December 22, 2011

    Tired plus Sleepy plus Happy Day

    Minggu ni memang sangat penat.......
    Tapi salah sendiri jugak la
    Sape suruh tangguh2 kerja sume
    Dah terkejar2 tarikh submit assignment
    Malam tadi tidur sejam lebih je
    Memang ngantuk gila ari ni
    Then tadi pergi lunch dengan Cik Laini
    Ternampak someone yang aku minat
    Ops my first time crush dengan Incik Lecturer.. hahaa 
    x sangka hari ni terjumpa Incik tu
    Erm sepanjang sem ni, baru 3 kali jumpa dia
    Maybe tadi yang last kot.. hehe
    Aku kenal dia sebab joint 1 program ni
    Terkejut nampak dia tadi
    Dalam hati pikir.. Dia ingat ke lagi kat aku
    Tiba2 dia pasan aku pandang2 dia
    Dia senyum kat aku :)
    Eeeee sukenya.. hahaa


    Yang kelakarnya laini cakap muka aku terus merah
    Dia cakap aku excited sangat sampai blushing.. LOL
    Kelakar la weh... :p
    Ops just a lil crush ok
    Xde la lebih2 kot...??? hehee ^^


    Tuesday, December 20, 2011

    [Solar Concert] TaeYang I Need A Girl



    Everytime I see this vid, I'll feel like...

    OMG this girl is so lucky!!!

    At least I've meet him too

    Even only in my dream.. LOL ^^

    Friday, December 9, 2011

    Besties Dayz

    Not long before, my classmates and me went to picnic at Chemor
    For sure we also have a bbq
    It such a best memories before this sem come to the end
    Actually before this I never know that Ipoh have a waterfall
    Thankz to Mr.Fathan for the great idea
    We all have a good time right :)



     
    *p/s: Other pics will remain private & confidential ^^

    After that we went to the Kellies Castle
    But not all of us can come
    U guys should be regret
    This place such a best place for photography.. LOL
    Even the place is a lil bit scary :p













    Tuesday, November 22, 2011

    Crush vs Secret Admirer ^^

     

    Sebenarnya time ni aku tengah wat assignment
    Tapi tangan sangat gatal nak menaip blog
    Last2 assignment aku xsiap2 ar jawabnya.. LOL

    Tadi terbaca entry kat blog someone ni 
    Dia citer crush dia masa zaman skolah rendah dulu dah jadi bf dia dah skang
    Mula2 aku cam rasa... ala bestnya.. Jelesnya...
    Tapi bila pikir2 balik bukan aku xpernah...
    I means crush aku selama 2 tahun masa zaman skolah menengah dulu last2 jadi bf aku gak...
    Selama 2 tahun tu masing2 duk ushar dari jauh je
    Yang lawaknya bila dah dapat couple
    Sebulan je tahan.. hahaha 
    Mengong x mengong????
    Tu la namanya PUPPY LOVE or CINTA MONYET kot

    Cinta cinta cinta....
    Best ke cinta weh???
    huhu ntah la...
    Buat masa ni kalo orang tanya aku pasal cinta
    Jawapan aku ialah NO KOMEN
    Ada cam artis x??? 

    Eh lupa lak...
    Cinta ek? Erm sila lihat di sebelah ------>
    In Love with.........
    LOL.. Whateva..!!!
    ADIOS ^^